I have only 500 measly ZRC until I become angelfish, this is a shock to me, as it feels as if just yesterday I was a normal member of society who could not even fathom reaching this amount of engagement on this site. The prospect of a job which I have been wishing for slips further out of my grasp by the second. It's almost as if I feel my mind deteriorating, surrendering to the flashing colors and braindead humor, I find it harder to enjoy anything else other than this site anymore. Watching these pictures has become so ingrained in my daily schedule that I cannot stop, even if I wanted to. When I look upwards the light shining into the hole that I have sunk into is dwindling away, the ground beneath my feet crumbling as I sink deeper. I can not longer crawl out of the hole, it's only a matter of time before I become a dolphin. My fate is already sealed I will forever be unemployed, I will never leave the basement, I feel the call of reddit moderation. I beg of you all, reflect on your choices before you slip too far into the pit that you cannot escape. Don't let the ZRC take you.