I am a martial art student and a year ago i held a 2nd kup in taekwondo everyone was stronger then me i was being pushed and carried by the rest of the team and there came a moment when i decided that no such thing gonna happen again in my life and that cry was the last one i had since a year now.

i trained about 8 hours a day relentlessly drenching in sweat frozen by cold and still i woke up everyday at 4 am, i haven't experienced such thing in my life and today came the moment of truth i was up against someone who was of my age and was in 3rd Dan he was like a prodigy of the dojo but i still had a year of training with me i sacrificed alot because of that.

and suddenly after 3 min of sparring i was on the ground............. i wanted to Sui*ide today but here i am, i can't even do that, my hearted heated like crazy after i was on ground, hardwork can never beat talent